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غرق دردم ولی .... ﻏــﺮﻕ ﺩﺭﺩﻡ ﻭﻟــﮯ ﻣﮯ ﺧـﻨـﺪﻡ ﺧـﻨـﺪﻩ ﺍﮮ ﮐـﻪ ﺗـﻠـﺨﯿـﺶ ﺭﺍ... ﻓـﻘـﻂ ﺧـﻮﺩﻡ ﻣـﮯ ﺩﺍﻧـﻢ ﻭ ﺧـﺪﺍﮮ ﺧــﻮﺩﻣــ.. ﺑـﺪﺗـﺮ ﺍﺯ ﻧــﺎﻟــﻪ ﯼ ﮐـﻮﺩﻙ ﺍﺯ ﻣــﺎﺩﺭ ﺑــﺮﯾــﺪﻩ ﺷــﺪﻩ ﻋـﻤـﻖ ﺩﺭﺩ ﻣــﻦ ﺩﯾـــﺪﻧــﮯ ﻧــﯿـــﺴـﺖ ﺗـﻼﺵ ﺑـﯿـﻬـﻮﺩﻩ ﻧـﮑـﻦ ﺑـﺮﺍﮮ ﺩﻟـﺪﺍﺭﮮ ﺩﺍﺩﻧــﻢ ﺍﮔـﺮ ﺭﺍﺳــﺖ ﻣــﮯ ﮔـﻮﯾــﮯ ﻣــﺮﺍ ﺑــﺸﻨـﺎﺱ.. ﺑـﻬـﺎﻧـﻪ ﻫــﺎﯾــﻢ ﺭﺍ... ﻟــﺞ ﮐــﺮﺩﻧــﻢ ﺭﺍ... ﺑــﭽـﻪ ﺷﺪﻧــﻢ ﺭﺍ... ﮐــﺞ ﺧــﻠــﻖ ﺷـﺪﻧــﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺗــﻮ ﺍﺻــﻼ ﻣــﮯ ﺩﺍﻧــﮯ ﺑـﺎ ﺧـﻮﺩ ﺩﺭﮔــﯿــﺮ ﺑـﻮﺩﻥ ﯾـﻌــﻨــﮯ ﭼـــﻪ ﻭﻗــﺘــﮯ ﺩﻟــﺖ ﺑــﺨــﻮﺍﻫــﺪ.. ﺍﻣــﺎ ﺷــﺮﺍﯾــﻂ ﺑــﮕــ...

ﻏــﺮﻕ ﺩﺭﺩﻡ ﻭﻟــﮯ ﻣﮯ ﺧـﻨـﺪﻡ ﺧـﻨـﺪﻩ ﺍﮮ ﮐـﻪ ﺗـﻠـﺨﯿـﺶ ﺭﺍ... ﻓـﻘـﻂ ﺧـﻮﺩﻡ ﻣـﮯ ﺩﺍﻧـﻢ ﻭ ﺧـﺪﺍﮮ ﺧــﻮﺩﻣــ.. ﺑـﺪﺗـﺮ ﺍﺯ ﻧــﺎﻟــﻪ ﯼ ﮐـﻮﺩﻙ ﺍﺯ ﻣــﺎﺩﺭ ﺑــﺮﯾــﺪﻩ ﺷــﺪﻩ ﻋـﻤـﻖ ﺩﺭﺩ ﻣــﻦ ﺩﯾـــﺪﻧــﮯ ﻧــﯿـــﺴـﺖ ﺗـﻼﺵ ﺑـﯿـﻬـﻮﺩﻩ ﻧـﮑـﻦ ﺑـﺮﺍﮮ ﺩﻟـﺪﺍﺭﮮ ﺩﺍﺩﻧــﻢ ﺍﮔـﺮ ﺭﺍﺳــﺖ ﻣــﮯ ﮔـﻮﯾــﮯ ﻣــﺮﺍ ﺑــﺸﻨـﺎﺱ.. ﺑـﻬـﺎﻧـﻪ ﻫــﺎﯾــﻢ ﺭﺍ... ﻟــﺞ ﮐــﺮﺩﻧــﻢ ﺭﺍ... ﺑــﭽـﻪ ﺷﺪﻧــﻢ ﺭﺍ... ﮐــﺞ ﺧــﻠــﻖ ﺷـﺪﻧــﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺗــﻮ ﺍﺻــﻼ ﻣــﮯ ﺩﺍﻧــﮯ ﺑـﺎ ﺧـﻮﺩ ﺩﺭﮔــﯿــﺮ ﺑـﻮﺩﻥ ﯾـﻌــﻨــﮯ ﭼـــﻪ ﻭﻗــﺘ...